Rihanna Admits She Still Loves Chris Brown

Did you watch on ‘‘ last night? I admit, it’s on my DVR, but I didn’t get a chance to watch it live. Something tells me I’m going to before I get to watch it- LOL. It sounds like Rihanna was very open with . She admits she still loves Chris Brown.

“We love each other and we probably always will, and that’s not anything that we’re going to try to change. It’s awkward [when we run into each other] because I still love him. My stomach drops and I have to maintain this poker face and not let it get to the outer part of me. I have to maintain that and suppress it.

“I think he was the love of my life. He was my first love and I see that he loved me the same way. I truly love him. The main thing for me is he’s at peace. I’m not at peace if he’s not happy or he’s still lonely. I care. It actually matters that he finds that peace.”

Rihanna acknowledged some fans’ anger about her reconnecting with Chris, but she seems to see it as a step forward.

“I have to move on. I have forgiven him. It took me a long time. I was angry for a long time. I can’t tell people how to feel about it. They’re entitled to feel angry because it wasn’t a good thing that happened. But I have forgiven him.”

It still seems crazy to me that Rihanna actually wants contact with him, but this is also great insight into the experience of domestic violence survivors. It’s hard for them to simply leave their abusers, despite the danger they’re in, and these feelings are why.

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